An Elder Pilgrim's Reflections

"Teach me, O Lord, the way of your statutes, and I will observe it to the end ." ( from Psalm 119:33-40 ) There is a scary but exciting feeling when life forces us to change, hoist our sails and head into open, unknown waters. We stand at the edge of what we know, looking at a future that promises new beginnings but also unexpected challenges. It is exciting to run after new goals, but without a strong anchor, the winds of change can easily make us feel lost and broken. Whether starting a new job, moving to a new town, or dealing with a sad loss, big changes bring a lot of uncertainty. The familiar life we knew disappears, leaving us to build a new routine in a totally strange place. During these shaky times, Psalm 119:33 gives us the steady anchor we need  "Teach me, Lord, the way of your statutes, that I may observe it to the end." When everything around you is changing, your heart needs something that stays the same. This verse is a perfect prayer for times of ch...

Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it." (from Matthew 16:21-28 ) In Matthew 16:24-25, Jesus gives a challenge that seems backward: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and accept their cross and follow me.”   Jesus then says that whoever tries to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for Jesus sake will find it. In a world that tells us to put ourselves first, Jesus calls us to put our Redeemer first. Denying ourselves means choosing God's way over our own desires. Taking up our cross means following Jesus even when it is difficult, uncomfortable, or costly. Dietrich Bonhoeffer, a powerful, was a German pastor during World War II. As Adolf Hitler's influence grew, many people stayed silent out of fear. Bonhoeffer, however, believed that fo...

He said to them, “ But who do you say that I am?” Simon Peter answered, “ You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” (from Mt.16:13-20) Have you ever noticed how easy it is to know about someone without really knowing them personally? We do it all the time with celebrities, public figures, and even people we see regularly but never really get to know. In Matthew 16:13-20, Jesus asks the disciples, “who do you say that I am?” That question still feels amazingly personal today. Imagine the disciples looking at one another, wondering how to answer.  They had heard all the rumors and opinions about Jesus. Some thought Jesus   a prophet, others a teacher sent by God. But Jesus was not interested in public opinion. He wanted to know what His followers believed. That is what makes this passage so relevant.  It is easy to talk about what our parents believe, what our church teaches, or our pastor says. It is much harder to answer Jesus' question for ourselves. ...

Jesus replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread  and toss it to the dogs.” “Yes it is, Lord,” she said.  “Even the dogs eat the crumbs  that fall from their master’s table . (from  Matthew 15:21-28  ) Sometimes, the most profound spiritual lessons come from the most unexpected places.  In Matthew 15 Jesus withdraws to the Gentile region of Tyre and Sidon.  There, Jesus meets a Canaanite woman—a cultural outsider—desperately begging Jesus to heal her demon-possessed daughter. Initially, the encounter feels irritating. Jesus responds with silence, and the disciples want her dismissed. When she persists, Jesus explains the immediate mission is to "the lost sheep of Israel". Jesus continues with a challenging cultural analogy, declaring it isn't right to take the children's bread and throw it to the dogs. While this sounds harsh in English, the original Greek text reveals a softer tone. Instead of using the common slur for wild street dog...

But immediately Jesus spoke to them and said' “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid.” (from Matthew 14:22-33 ) Jesus sent the disciples into a storm. That statement may surprise us, but Matthew tells us that Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and head across the lake.  Before long, raging winds and waves tormented them. The sea became their classroom, and the storm became their teacher. As they battled through the night, Jesus came walking on the water and declared, "Take heart; I AM. Do not be afraid. " The phrase translated "It is I" is literally "I AM" ( ego eimi in Greek). Jesus was not merely identifying Himself. He was echoing the divine name God revealed to Moses in Exodus 3:14: “I AM WHO I AM.” None of us enjoys tests. We would rather learn through comfort than hardship.  Yet some lessons can only be learned in the crucible of trial.  The disciples had seen Jesus feed the five thousand, but they had not yet fully understo...

"Then Jesus ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and blessed and broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds."   (from Mt. 14:13-21 ) Every Sunday after worship, our fellowship hall transforms into a space for connection, centered around the humble snack table.  Whether it is laden with homemade baked goods and fresh fruit or stocked with simple store-bought favorites, this table serves as a physical reminder of our church family's generosity. Relying on volunteers to provide what they can, the spread varies weekly . Last Sunday, when the table looked particularly sparse, someone remarked, "There's not much food today."  That simple comment sparked a deeper reflection for me. Often, we treat these snacks as a casual convenience, but I realized there are three essential aspects we sometimes overlook: First, we often forget to offer thanks to ...